This isnt planned at all and im in a really difficult spot right now, financially and otherwise. Im not sure what my options even are this early. I want to talk to a doctor but scared, just wanted to understand from someone who's been through something like this.
I cant guide on this and honestly no one online safely can. The only right step is a doctor who can check you properly and discuss your options without judging. Please book a gynac appointment, your safety comes first.
Beta whatever you are going through right now, you dont have to handle it alone. Trying home methods can harm you badly, so please please go to a doctor and speak honestly. A gynac will guide you with care and safety, that is the only safe way.
Please dont try anything at home for this, it can be really dangerous for your health. If you are facing a difficult situation or dont feel ready, the safest thing is to see a gynac and talk to her openly. She can guide you properly and safely, pls reach out to a doctor.
I totally understand that something heavy must be going on for you to ask this. I just want u safe, and home attempts can cause serious bleeding or infection. Please see a qualified gynac who can talk to you privately and help you safely.