Its a really difficult situation for me right now and im not ready at all. Im scared and dont know who to talk to about this. Just need some honest guidance please.
I know you might be scared right now, but please dont do anything risky on your own. See a gynac, everything can be discussed there safely and privately. Take care of yourself first.
I would strongly urge you not to attempt home methods, they can cause serious harm. Whatever your situation, a doctor is the only safe person to help you. Please go and consult one as soon as you can.
Please dont try anything at home for this, it can be really dangerous for your health. This is something only a doctor should handle safely. Go see a gynac and talk to her honestly, she will guide you properly.
I totally understand this must be a stressful time for you. But please, your safety matters most, dont try home things. A kind gynac will guide you without judgement, go talk to one.