im in a really difficult spot right now and not at all ready for this. very scared and dont know who to talk to. just need to understand my options, planning to see a doctor soon.
This isnt something to attempt with any home method, it can be genuinely harmful. Please go to a qualified gynac who can guide you safely about your options. Don't try anything on your own na.
I can sense you might be anxious right now. Take a breath and visit a proper clinic where a doctor can help you with care and privacy. You dont have to handle this alone.
Honestly the only safe route is to consult a registered doctor and talk through your situation. They will advise what is right and safe for you. Please dont rely on internet tricks for this.